Hello once again. There hasn't been much going on in my life, which is the reason why you all haven't gotten a blog for a few days, so sorry about that. Two nights ago I got a call from the confusing one. It came totally out of left field, like I didn't expect it at all. I feel like life has this funny way of doing that to me. Just when I think it's over and done, he comes back. But could this have been just another momentary "visit"? I really feel like I was moving on and that he wasn't going to call again. Yet every time I think that, here it is again. It's as if he has some imaginary string on me. And anytime he wants to talk there I am. But would the right thing to do be to hang up the phone on him? Or maybe just not answer at all? I have to wonder, is this really what I want? Or is it just causing me more harm that good? I've always thought with my heart but is it about time I start using my head in this situation? So many questions, so little answers!
On a different note, here lately it seems like I'm losing people. People I thought I'd be friends with until the day I died. And it seems that no matter how many times I'm told "You're not losing me." the actions speak louder than words in this case. It's not just one person either, it's a few, like two or three. I don't understand how people seem to just drift away. Another mystery of life I suppose.
Summer seems to be dragging on for some reason and I'm just ready for it to be over. There's so much ahead of me and summer is just the stopper to all that. It's funny how everyone complains when they're in school, but once summer gets going people wish they were back there. Further proving the theory that we always want what we can't have and once we get it, it may turn out to be a lot worse than what we thought.
Here's a random thought: I'm really ready to watch that movie on ABC Family tonight, Picture Perfect. Seems like it might be decent. So I'm going to check it out and I'll let you guys know what I think tomorrow or later tonight. But for now, I'm out (insert gay jokes here).
Spencer
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