Hey! So sorry it's been a while since I last wrote on here. Just hadn't been inspired to write anything for a while. That's all changed though. So the confusing one and I haven't spoken in like a week and last night I texted him, just seeing what's up. And I didn't get a reply (still haven't!). I really am fed up with his bull crap. This time, however, I'm not going to be a big mess. I'm not going to cry or text him or call him or message him or anything. I AM DONE TRYING. Mark my words people. And if I don't stick to them, feel free to smack/hit/punch/kick me. It actually feels pretty darn liberating! I just hope that I can finally stick to it this time.
I've been okay these past few days, but not all has been peachy in my world. My mom in particular has been on my nerves lately. I think she sometimes just likes to bitch at me for the fun of it. Have I mentioned I'm ready for college? :)
Another problem I have isn't affecting me particularly, but rather my best friend. She's liked this guy for a long time now and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Recently, we've all been talking on the internet and this just causes her attraction to him to deepen. I blame myself, because without me, they wouldn't be talking and it might save her from the heartache, at least just a little bit. I tried to talk to her about it, but she's just as stubborn as I am (and let me tell you, me being stubborn is pretty bad!). I wonder if I'm being too harsh, and if maybe he could change how he feels, but I really don't see that happening. But I've been wrong before, so who knows?
That's all folks! Keep reading and requesting songs! Thanks!!!
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