Young, Definitely Restless, AND without a license.

Okay, so last night I was up AGAIN until almost 3AM just thinking about everything going on in life. From college, to the confusing one, to the idiot football player, to life in general, I covered practically everything. I do this a lot and it is not good for me one bit. I even thought about trying to get back in touch with the idiot football player, because I hate the way things ended between us. I mean, could he really be that immature that we can't even be friends again? Most people's answers would be "heck yes he could and will be" but it's worth a shot. Kathy, my best friend, totally wasn't going for the idea when I ran it by her earlier. She told me I'd get hurt again, but she would provide the tissues and chocolate. Now THAT is a best friend! I don't understand why I want to even speak to him again either really. I mean, he literally told me to f**k off and die! But we all say things we don't mean right? Or could it be a major brain malfunction on my part? I'm still contemplating the correct answer to that. I also have to decide if he is worth it anymore. I'll be heading to college soon, so it's not like we'll be best friends or anything. But why do guys have to be so freaking insane? I know, I'm a guy too, but still...not insane. Well not totally anyways.
On a lighter note, I've been working on FINALLY getting my license. It's jut, in reality, I hate driving. It just isn't fun to me. Especially when you have your mom in your ear every five seconds with "Here comes a stop sign! Oh, you're going to have to break soon! Did you see that other car about to turn?! Are you looking in your rear view mirror?!", and many other annoying things I don't feel like paraphrasing at the moment. I know I need it but seriously, I've about had all I can take of it.
Today was about half as interesting as yesterday. Got up, haircut, visited my aunt and the baby, my grandma, and now I am home. Pretty uninteresting...so far anyways. So that's all I have for you today people. Hope you all are enjoying this and actually reading. Until next time...

Spencer