Just My Luck

You know that expression "just my luck"? Well it's never been more true when it comes to me and my life. Kind of like that song "Ironic", life seems to get a kick out of teasing me. And it's done it...again! After talking to the confusing one last night all these feelings were back. I stayed up until almost 5 just thinking about life and not being able to sleep. Then after waking up I got another surprise.
Turns out my roommate is no longer, well, my roommate. He decided to live with someone else he knows so that's the end of that and the end of what could've been an amazing opportunity. As of now, I'm roommate-less. Hopefully the next guy will be half as good. But I have to wonder: Does everything in life really happen for a reason? I mean, after being screwed over by that idiot football player I was depressed, sad, and everything else in between.
I realize now that it did make me stronger but at what cost? I can't erase everything that happened. I can't forget the conversations we had or the things that were said in the end, and that's what hurts the most. I was told by Jamie to embrace these changes and I guess that's what I'm gonna have to do. But exactly where do I start?