Growing Pains.

Hello once again! It's been one whirlwind couple of days, so let me start by filling you in on it all. That guy I've been speaking of and I have definitely been getting closer. We hang out all the time and it's been amazing. It's just, I feel as if the lines between friendship and relationship are getting completely blurred and it's more confusing than ever. I'm just taking it one day at a time though. I care a lot about him and I'm going to be careful this time. Also today I spoke to semi-psycho. I am really starting to see that he's just trying to make me feel sorry for him. And honestly, it's been working, I've just got to stop that. It's time to realize that I can't please everyone and I never will. There's always going to be someone who's upset with me, but I'll just have to deal with it. One thing I do know is that my coping skills have really improved over these past 2 months of college. I've grown up a lot and I am so thankful for that. I think that this project has really helped me channel all of my emotions and (finally) get a handle on them. And that's the sweetest gift of all.

Spencer