The Beauty And The Tragedy

It's been a few crazy days this week, that's for sure. I've been out late a lot and my body is starting to feel it. Some friends and myself got together for a movie night two nights in a row and I've been up until early in the morning. I'm really starting to get worn down. And on top of that, I'm dealing with all these emotions and I have no clue where to organize them all! College life really is a lot more complicated than I expected. I'm very sure I like someone but it's really difficult not knowing how they feel. And I have no way of knowing how to find out for sure, without potentially ruining things altogether. Yet, I still have to wonder: Do you keep fighting for a person you may never get or move on and give someone else a chance? I feel as if I need to stick to this and see what happens though. But I'm not sure! This indecisiveness drives me insane. I can never make up my mind or be fully sure of myself and I have no clue how to. Confidence is something you acquire on your own but it's never been easy for me and it may be a little too late to actually start learning. And you know the ironic thing? I'm not even sure about that either. So, we have a huge workload, relationship troubles, and tons of stress and no sure way to solve it all. I guess I'll just have to keep on trying...