Start All Over...not so fast!

Okay, so here's my first post. Life's actually been pretty boring this summer. Aside from going to D.C. and working for the first time, nothing major. I got my new roommate for college but he turned out to be a pot smoking, alcoholic, partier, so that was changed REAL quick! The new one is much better than him. We have a lot in common and he's gay too. On one hand, this makes it a lot more complicated as well. Ever since I can remember I've dreamed of having a gay roommate who turned out to be my "soulmate". Yes, it's corny and cheesy and yada yada but still...how I feel. I wondered if this could be that dream coming true, or maybe just another complication in my life. Really my only option now is to wait and see so I'll get back to you on that one. And just when I thought I was moving on from the confusing one, he comes back into my life. I know it's never going to happen, but I still can't help but hope and wish. So here we go again, with all the confusion. Will it ever end?